Happy Birthday Natasha Tan !
known to be my lookalike twin last year because of our hair style and because we were always tgt along with janah ... ! :)
Changed skin ... wanted to use what frog was using .. but i just nice browsed through this .. loved the picture ... did some editing of the skin last night .. stayed up till around 1am ..
met frog at Mac@TJ .. distractions all the way .. psp handphone food .. from 1 till 5 plus .. chatted quite a lot today .. at least we did finish our physics ws 20.3-20.5 ... irritating part abt physics is that i have to do 3 more practicals done last year which i cant find T.T ... by monday ! OMG ! haha .. 4 hours and i only did physics ws .. because of the internet that we could use from my psp .. had so much trouble trying to find the stupid get connected button .. but once frog touched it .. the button appeared ! this happened twice ! lols .. showed her the note faiz did on facebook abt problems .. and it had my name in it .. tsk ... left mac and headed to ShengShiong to buy groceries for frog's mum .. hesitated to ask the people working there for her sourplum SYRUP .. not JUICE ! haha .. paid for the tihngs and went to get ice kacang for her mum too .. walked her home while chatting the whole time about her mum's recipes and tips .. and how much i want to learn .. and malay weddings .. lols .. funny sia .. and abt our pre-school history .. den she went home and i waited for 98 for 15mins which during that time she had already ate half of her macaroni ! and came nuggets .. lols .. in the bus was some jurong sec guys .. cant rmb their name but i was ever in the same group as one of the guy for SLC .. den at yuhua village there got one indian girl alight .. den they dont know do what to her den she bu shuang stare at them .. den they bu shuang den they want to point middle finger but traffic light turned red .. den she crossed the road .. but .. to no avail .. the guys still pointed middle finger at her .. den when the bus drove pass her again .. she pointed back at them den her face freaking angry that kind .. haha ... super funny .. i was laughing to myself in the bus while listening to 987fm .. nearing my stop i pressed the bell .. den when i stand up .. heard one of the guy say bye bye to me .. den i turn and look at him .. den turned back to the front and walked to the stairs .. go down den alight ... den as i walked the bus drove off and the guy was waving so i waved back .. hope they dont come school find me ba .. since one of them know me .. lols .. went home had dinner and it happened again .. over a stupid fish .. whats wrong lar .. arggghhhh ..
its been a tough week for me ... putting up that strong front around people is difficult ... although i've always been doing that for the past 1 year or so ... have been "bickering" alot lately ... and me and sis just did during dinner ... it will never stop no matter how much i try ... its not me or my sis .. its her ... hais .. forget it ... we all just can't talk properly anymore ... how i wish he never had to work overseas all the while since i was in primary school ...
i might i can i will i must: Fight for this love.
I've lost it once, i will not lose it this time.
I can give up anything for this.
I will definitely cherish this more than ever,
because of what happened last time.
What's past is past but this present,
i will want it to be forever my future.