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To ^^ .. if you dont wish to feel hurt by me .. den dont read the following msg to another person .. i just want to trash my garbage feelings out of my mind thats all .. i'm not doing this to hurt your feelings .. but i just want to clear everything out .. if you continue reading it then its your own choice .. but i swear to you that you are the one that i love .. shift 66 ..
I SERIOUSLY CANT STOP MYSELF FROM DOING STUPID THINGS !
To _ _ _ _ _ ,
i suddenly had so many flashbacks about you . how i wish so much that i could be with you right now , but i know its impossible . i know i'm just daydreaming every single time i think about you . that very day when you sms-ed me and asked if i was still in secondary school , i couldnt believe that you actually forgot how old am i . this showed how much i was meant to you . VERY LITTLE . thats what i see in it. if you do know or maybe heard from liangjie . i've always been waiting since you initiated the break . there was many times when i just broke down and teared silently . never once did i failed to tear more than 30 mins or so . not even my family knew i cried . you are the only one that i truly ever did love . i swear . although its been a year plus since that very few dates , 17th september & 23rd December & 16th January , i could never forget how happy i was , how heartbroken i was & how hurtful your words were respectively to those dates . now , i wished those days when you were just secondary 1 and i was primary 4 . how gigantic you look when i was tiny but a band leader at that point of time . i want to go back than when you were just a instructor to me , a friend of mine . i hoped so much to see your smile and how your eyes would be like as you laugh . the only time that i really remember clearly of how you look was that very day i went to meiji with you and the girls . when they suddenly noticed your eyes . that was when i seriously noticed how cute you looked . at that time it never occurred to me that we would end up like that . never did i think that you had to be the first guy to break my innocent heart that never once got broken so badly . you are the one that sliced it into half . but now if it wasnt for you . i would not even be with the guy that i should have been with way before you . he pieced back my broken heart . for that, i thank you , and also for being the person to show me what a couple should be like when they are together . i can never ask for more now . DARYL WEE JING YU ! LET ME BE YOUR STUDENT ONCE MORE AND THAT'S ALL I EVER WANT !
the lyrics of the songs that i posted before, there's some dedication to it , and here it goes.
A Little Too Not Over You: Daryl , this shows you that i has yet to get over you.
Waiting For Yesterday: ^^ , would really hope that this is a song you sing for me. *smiles*
You Can: ^^ , you can save me from this hilarious dreams of mine.
Falling: To my ownself for being such a dumb ass !
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