Tuesday, November 4, 2008

thanks alot for accompanying me just now ... really sorry about the shoulder thing ... anw .. class was rather empty again .. joked around with afidah and shermaine and peiyu..den went to busstop with them after school take 98 go polyclinic while they went jp .. when i reach there .. took queue no. they told me to come back at 1.30 .. i checked time 12.20 .. lols .. went home for awhile .. den go take 99 go clementi den take back to polyclinic .. den say no more flujab! WTF! went to jp ate ljs .. saw lots of jss ppl .. ahha .. den took 187 to jurongwestst .. heavy rain . .waited for 99 .. and wondering how did IT cross the road under the heavy rain ! ^^..slacked..den at 8 plus went to private clinic take flujab .. wtf..i nearly burst into cold sweat but i was becoming hot because of her .. so in the end nvr le .. if not gg .. i will be weak .. ahha
whatisyourfreakingproblem?todaybadmooddoesntmeanyoucanventyourcrazycharacteronusandstartscoldingatalmosteverysinglething.
youcomplainedabouthisattitudebuthaveyouthoughtofyours?didyoueventhinkwhywouldhebelikethatormaybewhywouldibelikethat.does
itevercrossyourmind?eachtimeyoutalkaboutbandthingsandstartcomplainingaboutit,haveyouthoughtthatitwouldhavehurtmebadly.
youonlythoughtofyourselfandnothingbutyourself?didyouevenknowwhyiwantedtojoinband?itsbecauseijustdontwishtostayathomecozthis freakinghomeisuseless.thereisntevenasenseofhomeforafamily.andalsobecauseihatedbeing
aloneanddoesanyoneofyourealisedit?juststartopeningyoureyesandseewhatsgoingon.
如果刚才我真的忍不住,你也不会说那些话了.你有没有想过当时你想说这些话有没有考虑到我的感受?我只不过想和他见面难道不行吗?我们每几个月才能见到他,你和他们平时都不在家,有没有想过我一个人呆在家里会伤害到我吗?


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