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 "I had nobody"quote from hafiz's blog picture credit hafiz love his pictures lots !
not much things happen today .. morning was sleeping in class when tim had to cause the table to shake and shocked me up .. ahha .. LCD was told to be 2 hours .. in the end 1 hour .. sian .. so got ss .. den during physics kinda dozy .. chatted with fatin during recess again .. amaths .. was sleepy again .. coz didnt have a nice sleep .. den CME .. mr ho made us do the responsible spending thing .. lols .. den amaths test .. f lar .. i cant think properly today .. think fail liao lar .. den went to have lunch .. huishan joined me .. den watched the guys play bball .. 3.30 left with jiewei .. chiong for 98 .. homed .. used com halfway fell asleep .. sis came to wake me up den i go bedroom slp .. sleep sleep till 7.30 .. haha .. had dinner .. den use com .. sian lar .. bernice wan me ton the night out on 26 .. sure cannot de lor .. unless ...17 today...10th month since the first day...just wanted to meet you for the last time also cant ... i just asked you if you are free...can we meet today ... you had to reply me that you have a girlfriend ... i cried straight away ... you caused me to think of many things ... and it disturbed my sleep .. if it werent for darren .. i would have woke up with a dark eyed .. but still it caused me swollen eyes ... must you be that straightforward ... you could have just replied that you are busy .. thats fine with me .. i thought if i could get to see you just for today .. i would brainwash myself after that and erase everything about you ... including that smile of yours that have been haunting me every single night .. i had to be hurt by you once more and shall be the last time i guess ...
kor wasnt the first person that came to my mind to talk to ... instead it was darren .. kor changed alot since the hols ... i dont feel the same when with him as last time le .. he treats me differently ...
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"I had nobody"